Tuesday, 29 March 2011

A walk on the sands of our Homeland.

There was once a time, when millions fought together for their freedom, for a separate homeland, for Pakistan. It was a struggle that lasted many years and as a result, the Muslims of the subcontinent got their freedom, they got their homeland where they had rights and leaders of their own, leaders who were to lead them to a successfully running country, where children were all educated, where women had their liberty and men had pride in themselves and their country.

If, on this present day, someone is to read about the history of Pakistan, the views on it will differ. Some might cry, some may laugh, some might want to write about it, some may want to forget it all and then there will be those very few, who will be inspired. One might wonder what I mean by inspiration at this point, was I inspired by reading history? I was, but that inspiration came two years back and it went away, like when the waves touch your feet, you can feel the water for some time and then you walk away.

What inspired me actually was the current state of the country. Surprising, yes, it is. After the bomb blast in Islamic university in Islamabad, most schools and universities closed down in fear. After those few days of holidays, when schools reopened, I experienced a day full of discussions about terrorism and who is behind all these attacks, what will happen now and so on. What is funny is that, these discussions did not have much an effect on me; it was the difference in point of views. It is so amazing when u watch people fall in the hands of the enemy by just sharing a mere thought. Throughout the day, I heard different points of views on who is behind all of this. So it gave me an idea, the following few days, I talked to a variety of people and I asked them “Who do u think is behind these attacks and why do you think they are doing this?” and amazingly enough, most of them gave me an answer in complete contrast to each other. I realized at that point, if all of these people are asked to sit in one room and then share their opinions, it will result in chaos. They will scream, shout, and fight with each other to prove that they are right and the others are wrong.

Fights and chaos cause destabilization, which is what these terror attacks are meant for. Do you see now what I meant when I said “falling in the hands of the enemy by sharing a mere thought”?  What people need to understand is that blaming others won’t do any good, as there are no others to blame in this case. These people are from within our own country, they are amongst us and rather than catching them we blame those who may have nothing to do with this, and why? Because we are afraid of the reality, afraid of what might happen if they turn out to be people from amongst us. It’s easy to give in to a negative mentality and just blame the whole world for one’s own problems, what is difficult is to own up to them. So I ask; who are we? Are we afraid or are we fearless? Are we going to sit in our homes and blame others for mistakes of those amongst us or are we going to own up to them and Change?

At this point, many are afraid of leaving their homes, because they might get blown up, but did anyone stop to consider the shop keepers, the employees of hotels and restaurants, the junior staff of schools and universities. They did not even take a day off because they were scared. I asked the maid who is the girl’s bathroom attendant in my college, whether she enjoyed her holiday and her answer was “No, we even came on Sundays because we had cleaning to do”.

It is very easy to belittle something in front of you, to make fun off some place or someone but however it is rather difficult to accept one’s own mistakes and try to make a difference. I always wanted to make a difference, just did not know how to but now I know what I have to do, I am inspired; not afraid because I know that even though I might not breathe tomorrow, but, I did make a difference in the hearts of one or two.

Take a look at your country alone, don’t ask for anyone’s company, and just think why only us, there are many other Muslim countries in this world but why are we the centre of attention, why does anyone want to destroy only our homeland. Is it because we are fearless? Are they afraid of our potential, are they scared because we have acquired nuclear power? Are they afraid that just like once before, we all will stand together and fight for our freedom? Are they afraid of the strength of the Muslims? Yes, they are. We fought once before, we can fight again. We were fearless once before and no bomb blast, no armed man, no living soul on this planet can bring our homeland, our pride, our efforts down. It’s time to stand up once again and live up to the hopes and the dreams of Quaid-e-Azam and the millions who struggled with him. 

So when you walk on the sand of this homeland, look down at those who belittle it, be inspired by its beauty and those who fought for it and with pride say “ I Love Pakistan”.

Saturday, 26 March 2011

Why wont they let me post videos heree =(

Okay, so i have been trying and trying to post videos up here, and i constantly get this "your tag is broken" response. Its  really pissing me off and since i Don't know shit about computers, i can't do anything about it either.

Anyway, no worries, i have a very simple solution to this problem, but you guys will have to follow through, otherwise, there is no point in doing this. I am going to link two videos here. You guys have to watch them.

Okay so the first video is of Paul McDonald singing with Kendra on american idol's Hollywood week. Why am i making you watch this? Because i love Paul.

He is an amazing singer and and he is so Good looking. Just look at him man, isn't he like the sexiest guy ever? The way he sings, The way he moves. THE WAY HE DRESSES! I am completely and totally in love with him. Want to know something creepy and stalker type? I have decided to send him a fan mail. Yes, i am going to send a guy on American idol, FAN MAIL. I hope he reads it and i hope he falls in love with me after reading it and then we get married. Haha, I am just joking. No, all i want is for him to read it and to know that I ,Mariam Malik, wants him to win and that i love him and his voice. Anyway watch the video, fall in love with him too. Here is the link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcUW1BNeevY

The second video is of this Airtel advertisement that i saw a few years back. It was the most inspiring advertisement that i have ever seen.

In the end it says, "One hundred thousand candles can end a war."
I believe in that, i really do think a hundred thousand candles can end a war, I don't know if you guys will agree. But, i believe in it and if you have any criticism for that, then i suggest you read the post below, Its called "start smiling for a change, bitch". Anyway, watch it, be inspired. Here is the link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slpElBClGy8

Okay. Bye.

Saturday, 19 March 2011

Start smiling for a change, Bitch!

Okay Okay, i know. I haven't posted in a while. I am sorry. I have been busy with studies and friends and family. Sooo, yesterday, me and my friends had yet another sleepover (nothing too exciting,  it was just awesome). We did alot of crazy stuff. Umm no, not really, Just a nice time. me and girls had a little heart to heart where we explored our deepest and darkest memories. It was heart breaking. It was a good night, all in all.
But thats not what i am here to talk to you guys about. Today, i have a more important topic in my mind.
Guess it.

Okay, that was lame. How can u guess it and even if u do guess it, how'll i ever  know? Dumb, Dumb shit! Okay, so i am going to talk to you guys about "Haters". 

Not the ones in our school and generally in our lives, I am talking about  the internet haters A.k.a the ball less bitches. Yeah, they be pathetic. 

The thing is, if it was any other person, someone that i know, i would be like, okay, that person Hates me. Cool. But then, all of a sudden, a new breed of haters emerge and they raid our blogs like bloody cougars(Old women looking for some action). I guess this is what they do when they are sexually frustrated and secretly hate themselves from the inside. 

Now some people might say, whats the big deal? We all have them. You know, what i say to that.  Shut up, i know you all secretly want to die in a big black hole when you read a hate comment. Okay, that maybe a little exaggerated. But still, it sucks okay. No one wants to be hated. I know, i Don't. Anyway, this is not about us, the victims of  the  haters, this is about them. 

I mean, who the fuck are you? The blogs that we write, they are our FUCKING blogs. Its our space. Its about what we think. Its about out ideas, about how we see the world, the stuff that we like, the stuff thats important to us. Who are you to tell us, that our thoughts are stupid. Who are you to act cocky on our space? You want to be a dick, Write your own fucking blog. I know, i Know, freedom of expression. But if that applies to you mother fuckers, it applies to us too. You want to express your beliefs, your pathetic ideas, Join a haters club, or better yet, go to a medical facility. I am pretty sure, they have space for  you in the mental  ward. Actually, you don't even deserve to be in the mental, you deserve to be in hell. Thats where you came from. Thats where you'll go.

Your parents didn't teach you any manners. Thats why you are all up in our grills. Your parents probably don't even love you, they secretly hate you, hate your existence because your mother's birth control pills failed. Yeah, thats true. I said it. You were a mistake. That why you have so much hate in your heart. You  know, your existence is a fail, its actually a crappy existence. Why don't you just go kill yourself? Seriously, i am pretty sure, they'll allow suicide for your case.

I think i have said enough, the last thing i'll say to all you haters is that, if u try to just be appreciative and nice, If you just try to accept other people and their beliefs, Your parents and the people around you, might actually start liking you, really they might. So how about you give love a chance? Huh? How about you leave all the negativity you've built up inside of you and start being positive for once. Try it. It might even cure your deep seated daddy issues.

Okay. Bye.

Sunday, 13 March 2011


All of you need to listen to this! The music is just amazing!The Violins, the Cello!

Saturday, 12 March 2011

I hate the Title Box! I don't want to keep a friggin title!

SO hi Guys! How are you all today? I am kind of happy today. Actually i am not sure if i am feeling happy, I kind of had a very shitty day yesterday and i  woke up feeling sort of indifferent to everything. Its weird, but then again, i am weird. I am not weird in that "sit in the corner and look at people with a drunken look on my face" sense, I just have weird opinions and beliefs and ideas. I find weird things funny. I try to make people laugh alot, most of the time they end up laughing at me, rather than at what i say. And i smile all the fucking time. I don't really  know if thats a good thing or a bad thing, but i smile alot. I guess it is a good thing to smile, you know. Happiness is always a good thing. Now one might say, you smile alot, doesn't mean that you're happy all the time and i completely agree with that. I am not happy all the time. I am, usually, in a dilemma or i have a million things in my head to worry about.
For example, right now i am thinking about my upcoming exams, also the homework i have to submit on Monday, on the back of my head is the fact that i haven't posted on my blog in a while(what if people start leaving me), another thing on my mind is my past and people related to my past, and i am also thinking about one particular person(wont tell you who, what if that person reads this, Huhh? I'll be screwed).

Can you see how messed up i am, or at least i feel i am messed up. I feel its unfair that i alone, have so much on my head and then i think about all the other people in this world, who may have worse issues then i have(mine aren't  even real issues, just self created ones). Issues like a mortgage payment, no food, no water, earthquakes, economic recession, no home to live in, financial issues, death, Edward left me etc. I mean, those are real issues (except the last one of course, thats only for Bella). On a normal day, we all wake up and we have a million things on our heads, and we think they are the most important issues in this world for e-g, if i don't pass my test today, I'll kill myself, or what if  he breaks up with me? or if my parents will kill me if they find out i am secretly going out with this guy next door.

Its selfish, right? So much poverty in this world, Global warming, recession, death, and yet right now, all i can think about is my Business studies homework. So what is the answer? how can we be good human beings? You know perfect human beings. There is no answer. If we all could just be thankful, do our work on time, be mature from the day we were born, not waste time, be super intellectual, and at the same time, seriously good looking with the most amazing personality in this world. If we all could just have that, and be that awesome. Wouldn't life just be amazing?

But then again, it wont be life. It would just be a dream.

Tuesday, 8 March 2011


Yes, you heard me. I mean, how can you not love her? She is like my frigging childhood man. I mean i used to listen to other stuff to, but i mean i used to love Britney Spears! She was so cool.
I used to sing I'ma slave for you even though i had no clue what it meant. I LOVED "Over protective". Her music was like so catchy, even though it was shit slutty but i still loved all of it.
I mean "OOoppps, i did it again". Come Fucking on, you have to love herrr! I think the media ruined her, She was good, and then the media puller their crap and completely destroyed her because the media has nothing else to do. They like to mess with our minds! They like to fuck US UP! FUCK LIVES UP!
I love Britney, if you don't, you seriously are like deprived!
                                           JUST LOOK AT HER! SO FUCKING HOT!
My favorite song is "Touch of my hand". I used to listen to it while reading books and i was like so in love with it. It is actually a really nice song. 

Favorite outfit, Um mm, I think she looked really hot in the "me against the music" video but my favorite is definately the Gimme more one.
I know its shit slutty, but thats the best part about it. She doesn't give a shit! Thats what i admire about her! She don't care about your crap! She pulls off stuff like this! I love her for this!

I want to say so much more, but that would be like, stretching the point. I think i made my point, I love her. SHE  is awesome!
Okay, bye.

And one more thing,
Its Britney Bitch! =D

Thursday, 3 March 2011

127 hours.

What a Movie!
I mean, wow. I Just saw it, and I mean James Franco. He is amazing. The movie is Amazing. Download it now and watch it. I don't want to give details or anything. Just take my word on this and watch it. You wont regret it, you'll thank me for it.
James Franco's acting was really good, he really portrayed the character really well. I could feel myself there, like i could literally feel all that he must have been going through, it was really good.
Hats off, James.

Btw, he is Sooo Gooodd lookinggg! Like so Hottt!!!
Okay. Bye.